BFP (pics)...but don't know how to feel about it?

The +/- test doesn't look like a faint positive to me. Looks full on positive and it is much darker than the other one. It is ok to proceed with caution. When I got pregnant after my miscarriage I was excited but I couldn't relax until we heard the heartbeat. You will feel better after you get a sonogram, but dont schedule it before six weeks or else you may not see the heartbeat. Congratulations!