Does he still love me?

Please please please do not hurt yourself over someone like that. I can honestly say I've been in a similar situation. He is mentally abusing you. If he loved you he wouldn't waste a second with her, even if she is pregnant. Don't lie to yourself. I truly believe you do love him but there are so many other men in this world that would kill themselves over you. So don't do this to yourself. Cut the ties with him, please. If he loves you, truly, he'll leave her and come back to you. If he doesn't and wants to keep you as a little "side" girlfriend, then he's not worth it. Believe me, there are soo many good men in this world that would treat you like you're the most amazing person to ever walk this earth. If you EVER need someone to talk to please message me. Hurting yourself over this man is not worth it! But the only way you will ever see that is if you leave him.